45kg was my lowest now over 70! binge after binge after binge! who hav i become i am the fat one that dosnt wana get outa bed in the mornings & go out caz i am so fat! day by day i seem 2 grow wider & wider i am so fat i need help some1 plz help me, 2moro i will not eat! although i say this everyday il will only try hoping it will wrk NO FOOD 2moro! i need support plz leave me thinsperation & comments plz im finding it harder 2 smile my fake smile its bearly there any more :( plz help me add me on msn xox_hugablekissesxox@hotmail.com plz talk 2 me xx